I am genuinely starting to get rather concerned about my lack of ability to sleep at night. It's been a long day, I've been so tired, and still, I get close to falling asleep, wake up for some reason, then can't get back to sleep. I lie in bed thinking about sleeping and thinking maybe I'm hungry and maybe I need to eat something, but maybe I'll fall asleep. I give up, open 5 doors to get to the fridge, a further 3 to the kitchen, then back through the 8 doors to my room (it's crazy, the number of doors we have). Then I sit in bed eating and wondering if I'll be able to fall asleep now.
Meanwhile, I'll do some background reading for my project, and hope I'll eventually fall asleep.
It's been a pretty good week though. Had a random camping night last Wed on Silwood grounds, then lots of climbing over the weekend (6 hours on Fri and 6 hours on Sat). Doing science communication this week at the South Kensington campus, which has been pretty fun. Only complaint is the 1.5 hour coach ride to and fro everyday from Silwood Park. For some reason, it's just really tiring, though all I do when I get on the coach in the morning at 8am and 430pm is sleep. And the worst thing is despite how exhausted I feel (and look), I'm just not sleeping right now.
小幸运 - 电影《我的少女时代》主题曲
Never have I felt more glad that I spent 10 years tediously learning Chinese than when I'm here, and I can read and understand the song lyrics.
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