In brief...

I'm a Nature-lover, aspiring conservationist, and wannabe traveller in search of outdoor adventure.
My interests vary from conservation to education to heritage to Nature (biodiversity & wildlife) to outdoor activities to life in general.
They occupy most of my waking moment.
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Wednesday, November 25, 2015

It's a quarter after one.

I am genuinely starting to get rather concerned about my lack of ability to sleep at night. It's been a long day, I've been so tired, and still, I get close to falling asleep, wake up for some reason, then can't get back to sleep. I lie in bed thinking about sleeping and thinking maybe I'm hungry and maybe I need to eat something, but maybe I'll fall asleep. I give up, open 5 doors to get to the fridge, a further 3 to the kitchen, then back through the 8 doors to my room (it's crazy, the number of doors we have). Then I sit in bed eating and wondering if I'll be able to fall asleep now.

Meanwhile, I'll do some background reading for my project, and hope I'll eventually fall asleep.


It's been a pretty good week though. Had a random camping night last Wed on Silwood grounds, then  lots of climbing over the weekend (6 hours on Fri and 6 hours on Sat). Doing science communication this week at the South Kensington campus, which has been pretty fun. Only complaint is the 1.5 hour coach ride to and fro everyday from Silwood Park. For some reason, it's just really tiring, though all I do when I get on the coach in the morning at 8am and 430pm is sleep. And the worst thing is despite how exhausted I feel (and look), I'm just not sleeping right now.



小幸运 - 电影《我的少女时代》主题曲
我听见雨滴落在青青草地
我听见远方下课钟声响起
可是我没有听见你的声音
认真呼唤我姓名

爱上你的时候还不懂感情
离别了才觉得刻骨铭心
为什么没有发现遇见了你
是生命最好的事情

也许当时忙着微笑和哭泣
忙着追逐天空中的流星
人理所当然的忘记
是谁风里雨里一直默默守护在原地
原来你是我最想留住的幸运
原来我们和爱情曾经靠得那么近
那为我对抗世界的决定
那陪我淋的雨
一幕幕都是你一尘不染的真心
与你相遇好幸运
可我已失去为你泪流满面的权利
但愿在我看不到的天际
你张开了双翼
遇见你的注定 她会有多幸运

青春是段跌跌撞撞的旅行
拥有着后知后觉的美丽
来不及感谢是你给我勇气
让我能做回我自己

也许当时忙着微笑和哭泣
忙着追逐天空中的流星
人理所当然的忘记
是谁风里雨里一直默默守护在原地
原来你是我最想留住的幸运
原来我们和爱情曾经靠得那么近
那为我对抗世界的决定
那陪我淋的雨
一幕幕都是你一尘不染的真心
与你相遇好幸运
可我已失去为你泪流满面的权利
但愿在我看不到的天际
你张开了双翼
遇见你的注定她会有多幸运

Never have I felt more glad that I spent 10 years tediously learning Chinese than when I'm here, and I can read and understand the song lyrics.

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